True Potential
Dec 19, 2014 0:09:10 GMT -5
Post by Mani4c on Dec 19, 2014 0:09:10 GMT -5
Lilith walked through the crowded center of cyber city, she had a number of bags dangling from her right arm that were filled with various cosmetic programs and video files, things that she hoped would keep her from mulling over recent events...It wasn't working in the slightest, no matter how much she tried to block it out, she just couldn't stop thinking about what had happened. It was hard to believe that only 2 weeks ago she had found out about her origin, that she was a formed from data cast off from one of the legendary Four Horsemen, and that she was created because of a virus named Abraxas.
The news hit her harder than she thought it would. At first she was livid, she had been searching for her past for so long, only to find out that she was created in a desperate attempt to remove a viral tumor. Then she became depressed, she felt like her existence had no worth, even though she knew that wasn't true. Now she was just irritable, not because of her past, but because she couldn't stop thinking about it. She knew that she hadn't come to terms with what she had learned, she had just bottled everything up, and that her inabilty to do so was the reason for her fixation on the subject. It didn't make her constant fixation any less irritating.
Lilith just sighed, 'I'm going to lose my mind if this goes on... maybe I can give Viral or Mani4c a call later.' Mani4c was the officer that had saved her from a mugger on the day that she learned about her past, and Viral... Lilith didn't know what to think of Viral, he was abrasive, short tempered, and somewhat crude. But he also showed a large amount of concern for Lilith's well being, and he had freely offered himself as a sounding board for Lilith's troubles. 'Damn it...this day was supposed to be fun, instead I'm trying to sort out my bloody past again. Well, if that's the worst thing that happens to me, I suppose that it's a win overall.' Unfortunately, things were about to get worse...much worse.
The news hit her harder than she thought it would. At first she was livid, she had been searching for her past for so long, only to find out that she was created in a desperate attempt to remove a viral tumor. Then she became depressed, she felt like her existence had no worth, even though she knew that wasn't true. Now she was just irritable, not because of her past, but because she couldn't stop thinking about it. She knew that she hadn't come to terms with what she had learned, she had just bottled everything up, and that her inabilty to do so was the reason for her fixation on the subject. It didn't make her constant fixation any less irritating.
Lilith just sighed, 'I'm going to lose my mind if this goes on... maybe I can give Viral or Mani4c a call later.' Mani4c was the officer that had saved her from a mugger on the day that she learned about her past, and Viral... Lilith didn't know what to think of Viral, he was abrasive, short tempered, and somewhat crude. But he also showed a large amount of concern for Lilith's well being, and he had freely offered himself as a sounding board for Lilith's troubles. 'Damn it...this day was supposed to be fun, instead I'm trying to sort out my bloody past again. Well, if that's the worst thing that happens to me, I suppose that it's a win overall.' Unfortunately, things were about to get worse...much worse.